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Oops, I didn't realize my puppy was thristy until I just noticed him looking rather sad around his water bowl. When I filled it up he got almost as excited as he does when it's time for him to eat. ;p I'll have to make sure to keep an eye on him. Of course, that's not too hard seeing as how he just jumped -- more like insisted on sitting on my lap.

Eh, so I've been in Bee-Town since Monday morning. Ever since I've been back I feel like I've been clawing my way back to Seattle. I think the only thing that makes Bremerton better is being able to play with my dog and knowing Kris is back here with me. Hehe, I asked him to come with me so that I would at least have someone to talk to at night ;D just like the 'old' days when we first starting going out. How we'd spent all night talking on the phone about nothing. Well, I can tell I'm getting old now b/c I'm not able to stay up past like 12OO haha oh well....

Well, my parents got a cell phone. More like cell phones. They signed up for a Family Plan with Sprint PCS and gave me a phone. It's the Samsung A460 it's not a very fancy phone or anything. It's 'old' I guess you could say. But oh well it's silver and shiny and light so I don't really care. I'll probably try to upgrade it when the time comes. So yah, just ask me for the number I'm not gonna post it for obvious reasons ;]

I don't think I'm feeling much better that the last time I posted. But I'm not as bothered about my stupid problem as I was then. That's a good thing right? I don't know though, I think I figured out the situation and I feel like I'm being used. Well I know that in part of my problem I'm most likely going to be used b/c I'm so damn conveinent. Damn them. I should put my foot down or something this time. But then I'll probably start something that I MAY regret. I don't know if I will. I think I won't and maybe I'll be happy about it. But I know deep down that it's gonna hurt me way more than others. More so than I can even admit to myself. *pfffft* I guess I'm having more trouble admitting to myself what's happening b/c I think it's partially purposeful but I know it's not but I can't help to think that it is. And that after all is said and done I'm still going to be the one that's shit outta luck b/c I've never been the 'lucky' one. I'm just the stupid one that is just 'OK' to people. I think I made myself feel a little worse now haha, gah that sucks! Oh well, I'll just have to talk to Kris again about it. He always tries really hard to make me feel better.

Note to self
Gah, why the hell do I keep posting about this? Get over it.

Eh, I'm having trouble typing b/c my dog's head is on my arm. I think I'll go.................

Oyasuminasai ;]