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So just first off since it is 9/11 let's all just remember the victims who were lost in that horrible tradegy and that their deaths may not be in vain. Let's show those bastards that we can move on and be stronger!

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I'm feeling better now.....

I've been thinking A LOT about everything and I mean everything in my life....Not just that stupid problem I was having. I guess part of my problem was that I was just bottling up everything inside of me and not really sharing what was truly wrong with me. I think maybe I was just losing faith in myself. I wasn't sure where I was heading or how my life was/is going to unfold. Not like anyone can really tell where their life is going. Even if you think you have a set plan who knows what will come, people you'll meet, etc, etc. Am I making any sense?

I guess this is just mindless banter to straighten out what's going on in my head. I don't know. It's like asking GOD a question and getting your answer. And you understand what it means!

God, did I ever have a chance?

Sorry for such a helter-skelter post. I'm feeling too jumbled up to make sense ;D

[/edit] 23:24 Well, maybe I'm not all 'not' mad about my problem that was bothering me in the first place. I can't deny that it's not there. I guess I'm just feeling all better about the direction of my life. Crap it's like these problems tie in together with each other. But I know I can handle it? I should handle it! [/edit]

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Side note
My sister-in-law hasn't had her baby yet. They were due yesterday but nothing yet! The doc thinks that maybe Friday the baby will come. But who knows!

Oyasuminasai ;]