Love Rant NO.2

Ok, so my mind is sorta back on track about what I was trying to think about last night. Hehe, but only just barely so just bear with me while I try and go through this rant ;]

So, I've been noticing that lately people have been either going through some major ups or painful breakups with their significant others [with nearly no regard to how long they've been going out etc, etc] And it sorta makes me think about that damn stupid situation with Kris and I about ****** again. Shit, I still regret everyday how much I hurt Kris and how EXTREMELY LUCKY that he was able to forgive me for that horrible situation....But from that crap Kris and I were able to pull through together and make our relationship stronger. I still say that if that situation were actually to happen then Kris should have never taken me back. I wouldn't take myself back! Where is the justification? There is none! How can you justifiy yourself to someone that gives you their heart and soul only for you to take it and shit all over it, break their heart....etc, etc, and expect them to take you back so blatantly?

I suppose it's all a matter of "True/First Love" I had a first love, he said he'd marry me, all that flowery shit that all the girls want to hear.....but he was missing a key component of the relationship.....TRUST he couldn't trust me if his life depended on it. I guess that explains why he couldn't leave his other g/f for freakin boot camp and ended up being a 2OOlb loser. In a way I hate the concept of True Love or First Love b/c people ALWAYS mix up INFATUATION with LOVE b/c they are too afraid of being alone. Not that I like being alone either but my point being that sometimes our personal feelings/emotions can really dictate whether or not we're in love with someone. It's not about the length of time you've been together or about how you know the person will react in a certain situation or you can 'finish their sentence before they're even done'......Love has such a deeper connection than that.....People don't believe that it's maybe b/c they've been around that person long enough to analyze them in certain settings.

I think that's enough for LOVE RANT NO.2
Please remember that this is my own opinion and whatever I say is never directed towards anyone in specific nor am I trying to tell everyone what to do. If you think I'm full of shit GET YOUR OWN DAMN PAGE and write about whatever you want.....

P.S. Saying your not addicted to Viewtiful Joe is the first step in admitting your addicted ;D